Friday, December 6, 2019

Happy Bday Garima

Dear Garima,

I want to wish you with all my heart a very very happy birthday!!
today is your day!! im so happy for you!!
Six years, these six years are the best years of my life, this same day six years before brought a bundle of joy to my life... yes the joy of becoming a mother, the joy of holding you in my arms, frankly speaking i was so scared, thinking of the moment how will the moment be when I will actually feel you in my arms. I have no words to describe the feelings you gave me, caring for you all this time. you have grown from a baby to toddler to a mature grown up now, many times we need to take your suggestions, offcource do we have any choice?

all these years they are so fresh in my mind beta, i just wish to rewind the clock or just stop time, I feel I cant have enough of you, I want to spend time with you, that is why I keep watching the video of you taking your first steps, blabbering those words... oh it feels it was yesterday... but no 6 years have passed and its a long time. I just want hug you and go back in time and stay there. you have brought so much love, joy and happiness in my life dear you have no idea. I value you more than anything in this world.

I'm trying my best to be a good Mom, Im learning and growing with you, I know I have failed a lot many times
still you have always come back to me with the same love and no anger for me in your heart.
I shout at you, I lose my patience, I need to understand you are juts a kid... you have your own frequency at which you do work. I understand, I know still I commit mistakes but believe me baccha I love You a lot!!! Mamma will never do anything to hurt you, hurting you will be the last thing she can think of.
Frankly speaking I have learnt a lot from you!!!

You have always supported me... I still remember how difficult it was for us to travel from your daycare to home, I would carry you in the kangaroo bag and proudly drive my activa... people on road gave me looks...that was a moment of pride for me... offcourse I could carry you and drive because you supported me, if you would have been a cranky crying baby it would have not been possible. Im able to concentrate on my career too because you have been supportive. You are my priority and will always be.
Every success of mine as a mother is a success of us together. Im a sucessfull mother because of you!!

Loving, Forgiving, Frank, Mentoring, Transparent, Honest, Helping, Caring, Leadership, Bold & Beautiful, enthusiastic are few of your qualities to mention; do I need to mention talketive, keep them intact close to your heart as you grow. in fact many times I have come out of my bad mood just because of your talking.
Whatever I say or do today you will not understand the meaning but may be someday when you recall these memories you will know what you mean to me.
I want to wish you growth and happiness in all walks of life.
Finally I just want to Thank you sweet heart for choosing me as your mother and giving me this opportunity to expirience motherhood and grow as a Mother.

Wishing you a Happy Birthday!!! Have a great one!!



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